I am enough. It took many years to get to the point where I believe it. I am enough. Enough not to accept conditional anything. Enough not to show up as who I think I should show up as to please others. Enough to call enough. Enough to not stand for anything that saddens my […]
We breathe the same air. Eat food off the same lands. Share the same sun. Adore the same moon. Yet we rage wars. With words as ammunition. And destroy each other. To feed our own egos. Which doesn’t know satiety.
Squashed another big demon away in a box. One of the biggest yet. Sealed it up with sticky tape. Put it with the others in that dark room with the high shelves and double-lock door. At midnight I heard beating and screeching from behind the door, as every night before, but this time it felt […]
I used to believe that forgiveness was the ignitor for many of my new starts. I used to believe that retries and resets would always find a better way. I used to believe in human kindness as the oxygen to my suffocating soul and unconditional love the blood supply to my heart. By God, I […]
This thing I set my heart upon. This thing that cannot be. This thing that robbed years, now gone. This thing that blinded me. This thing I begged to leave my soul. Stayed. And claimed its’ toll.
I was reminded today. That good souls still exist in this world. That not all of humanity is bad. That glimmers of hope still shine through. From kind, broken souls. Who understand when you are in way over your head. As they have been there too many times. And have accepted how to take it […]
For those who know me well, you will find it no surprise that today is one of two special annual days. Today is solstice. I celebrate the summer solstice, always, and I celebrate the winter solstice, always. Every year. But both celebrations always hold both melancholy and hope. Melancholy for the cold to come and […]